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Name: Nikky
Country: United States
State: Mississippi
Metro: Starkville
Birthday: 9/14/1991
Gender: Female
Interests: johnny!!, bein with friends, chocolate, talkin, gigglin, bein myself, talkin, um, bein annoyin, star wars, raevonnes turkey samiches, the list could go on
Expertise: bein blonde, annoyin, lazy, hungry, bitchy, crazy, sexy, hot, taken, cute, slow, and makin turkey samiches
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
AIM:  skank4jaw
Yahoo:  xoxodevilsangel333xoxo
Member Since:
7/25/2005
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| I'M TIRED OF BEING LABELED A WHORE. I KNOW I MADE MISTAKES. I KNOW THAT I DID. I REGRET ALL OF THEM. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM. I'VE GROWN UP. I'M TRYING TO CHANGE THE WAY I ACT AND PRESENT MYSELF. PLEASE, PLEASE BELIEVE ME. I'M BEGGING YOU. I'M HURTING INSIDE. THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR FOUR YEARS AND ITS GETTING REALLY OLD. I WAS A VIRGIN WHEN ALL OF THIS STARTED. IF NONE OF YOU GUYS HAD EVEN STARTED TALKIN ABOUT ME, I PROBABLY WOULD STILL BE A VIRGIN. THANKS ALOT. | | |
| o gosh.. i hate guys idk how many times i've said that on here but i do. none of them are worth my time all they do is hurt me... so unless the one guy i've liked for a year will ask me out, then i plan on being single. well i'm gonna go to taco bell to see matt cause he's buyin me a taco :) yay! anyways i'll be back later... | | |
| so um. i've had a request to update. so here goes. life is great. :) i'm talkin to someone. *happy face* dance is great. you should come watch one of our games sometime and see me dance durin halftime! my hair is wet. i just got out of the tub. teehee. i smell yummy now. so today. i'm going to greenville or greenwood today to see my family.. woohoo... not. so um yeahhhhhhhhhh i guess thats all i know to say. so rick. when you read this. TEXT ME! :) | | |
| there needs to be more honest people in the world. i swear. CAROLINE? omg, she's fuckin ugly. and he's staying the night with her. on top of everything, he lied about it. and SHE has a BOYFRIEND! and he's dating me. sure its only for one night, but lots of things can happen in one night. and he says its marc i should worry about. MARC IS A FUCKING GUY! AND NEITHER OF THEM ARE GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think i should go all the way lesbian. instead of being bi. ha! girls are worse than guys.. i want a guy who wont lie to me. UGH! god, i need some medicine. now. valium will work. or anything strong enough to fuck me up. OXYCONTIN!!!!!! that will work! hmm....now where did she put it... i dont even care anymore. its now to the point where im just sittin here waitin for him to leave me. i know its comin soon. its almost been a year. who is stupid enough to stay with me for a year! i wouldnt stay with myself that long....omg...UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. why do i even date...i always get hurt. i've only dated ONE guy that didn't hurt me. and he still talks to me after what i did to him. omg i just want to freakin move! or die. or get high or anything. sorry. im rambling. | | |
| sigh. i haven't been on here in forever. this has been the worst month of my life. its been ten months. so many things happen in ten months. love. hate. love again. hate. love. hate. why can't we make up our mind? is he really worth the pain? is he really worth hurting myself. i dont know. yawn. i have to leave in like 30 minutes. someone. anyone. text me. please. im lonely. | | |
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